Lahat naman tayo ay may KASAWAAN...

Lahat naman talaga tayo may mga kanya kanyang kasawaan. Ako? sawang sawa na ako kakaOO, kakaHINDI, lalong lalo na kakaTAWA! Ang hirap tumawa pag malungkot ka, ang hirap din ngumiti lalo na kung pilit. Mahirap gawin ang mga bagay na alam nating hindi natin kaya. Pero di ba? gusto natin mangyari para makaiwas? or kung anuman.

Let's just say, We are so emotional, many Filipinos are really emotional when it comes to our own happiness.. We tend to do everything that could may harm us or not. We are being self-centered when we have the best and the worst thing. The thing is we keep on SMILING although everything hurts.


We are just who we really are. We became no one when we let them underestimate us.

SINCE 17

THE TEMPEST:

Laganap ang kopyahan sa klase.

Hindi maiwasan.

Paano kaya kung mahuli sila?

Isang araw. 

Hello November!

MY WEEKEND WOULD BE GREAT!!

Today is November 06, 2012.
I am supposedly posting this yesterday, but then I have no chance due to the loss of connection to the internet. Now I am really surprise yesterday. My classmate are asking about my birthday. They were excited really really really excited compare to me. Ellhumar and Francis just teased me of course to whomever I loved, Jerome. Then I gave them 5 to get their tummy something, but though when I bought a RC cola they asked about drinks, which I gave them my drink. Then they called Jerome as I walked through my service I saw Jerome drink the RC cola before Ellhumar and Francis drink. It's nice of them keeping me and Jerome closer. But I just wanted to be closer to him more to lessen the feelings and have some full bond as a friend. As I about to turn 15 in November 08, 1997. 

JEJE (:

Here we are again. This is Jerome Agpalasin Miguel also known as Jeje or my JeMi. I am having my adoration to him since when we are in 2nd year high school (now we are already in our last year it's the 4th year). His smile makes me so fluttered. It was his best asset for me. It's the most attractive than the physical looks. Smile and his Manners. He is so 1 in a 6 billion person I ever known. He just so cute. He is so, you know adorable. He is attractive for me. That's why we get caught of him. His Birthday is also coming just two days after my birthday. His birthday is November 10, 1995. So far , I know he is turning 17. :) 


See you just by these days..... xD

Love Somebody

I always love somebody why don't they love me.

 I always sacrifice. I always understand it

I am stuck in this moment were I won't learn to let go and never brought it back.

                                                  

A song for everyone: 

Well let me tell you a story
About a girl and a boy
He fell in love with his best friend
When she's around, he feels nothing but joy
But she was already broken, and it made her blind
But she could never believe that love would ever treat her right
But did you know that I love you? or were you not aware?
You're the smile on my face
And I ain't going nowhere
I'm here to make you happy, i'm here to see you smile
I've been wanting to tell you this for a long while

What's gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, oh my love
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall

Well I can tell you're afraid of what this might do
Cause we got such an amazing friendship and that you don't wanna lose
Well I don't wanna lose it either
I don't think I can stay sitting around while you're hurting babe
So take my hand
Well did you know you're an angel? who forgot how to fly
Did you know that it breaks my heart everytime to see you cry
Cause I know that a piece of you's gone everytime he done wrong, I'm the shoulder you're crying on
And I hope by the time that i'm done with this song that I've figured out

Who's gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, oh my love
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall

I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
But if you spread your wings
You can fly away with me
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself,

What's gonna make you fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, oh my love
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let

Yourself fall in love
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, oh my love
But you can't fly unless you let ya,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall

I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall

If you spread your wings
You can fly away with me
But you can't fly unless you let ya,

Let yourself fall.

                                                                      

Finding ME on ...

CRUSH: 

Nakahanap na pala ako ng bago. Yung nagbabasa nito crush ko talaga. ehheh xP 

 may Alzheimer Disease ata ako mabilis kc akong nakakalimot sa mga nangyayari sa araw ng buhay ko. kaya nga ako gumawa ng blog eh para maitype. at maalala ko.. 

 

HILING

Hiling: 

Mahirap humiling lalo na kung hindi ka sigurado kung ito ba ay matutupad o magiging isang hiling na lamang?

Masakit malaman na ang hiniling mo, hiniling na rin pala ng iba. Masakit kasi pareho niyong hiniling siya. Pareho kayong umasa, parehong nagdusa sa kapalarang hindi naman dapat namin mararanasan. Pero kahit ganito pa man. Ako ay seryoso. GUSTO KITA. ALAM MO MAHAL NA KITA. Nung una paghanga palang dahil ikaw ay makisig, mabait, malakas, matipuno, makulit, at masiyahin. 6M's alam mo, nagiisip pa ako ng ibang M para maging 9M kasi pagitan yung ng birthdays natin ako NOVEMBER 8 ikaw naman ay 10. Di ba, feeling ko tinadha ako sa hindi naman para sa akin. Pero malay natin magbago yun. NO ONE KNOWS EXCEPT GOD. Kaya ipinagdarasal ko, kahit minsan magkaroon tayo ng napakasayang araw na magkasama. Tuwang - tuwa sa mga nangyari. 

Hanggang dito na lamang ako, sapagkat may tatapusin pa akong liham... 

Muling umaasa at umiibig.,

~ DNCKYLNS 

THIRD YEAR MOZAMBIQUE!

yan ako last year. 

tinatamad ako pa dugtungan ito.. kaya baka bukas pa ito matapos.

Music with Friends

MuZiKaDiKX

sila JAMSTER, YSAY, NIELLA, AARON at AKO. Iyan ang aming samahan nawalang iwanan, magpakailanman. 

Mga kaibigang totoo, samahang hindi natitibag ng bagyo. Kahit c ONDOY, MILENYO, SENDONG, HABAGAT man yan. KAsi kami ay matibay. Batid ng pagmamahal at tulungan. TENDER LOVING CARE ika nga. 

Mahal nila ako at mahal ko din cla. 

hanggang dito na lamang ako nagmamahal,

Danice Kyle 

INK ME PLEASE!

Ang unang kinabaliwan ko. Natural magmamarka talaga. 

eto pa yung isa. eto pentel ata. yung sa taas ballpen lang yan mga dre. 

Bagong Pag-Ibig

Ang bagong pag-ibig ko ay sumilay,
at ako ay tila bang nagkabuhay.
Parang nakalimot sa kahapon,
Matapos naitapon.

Nandyan kana pala september! at narito na ang BER months!!! sana PAG-IBIG ko parang dati lang,,,, laging CHRISTMAS ROMANCE! ... 

Masaya ako kasi nandiyan sila, mga taong nagpapasaya sa akin. Mahirap maging seryoso pag sila kasama mo. Kaya mababaliw ka sa kakulitan nila. Nandiyan lahat. yung tipong baliw, bigo, MU, FA, tuwa, luha, dami pang iba. 

Para saan ba ang blog?

BLOG:

Ito ay parang isang kwarderno na maaari mong pagbuntungan ng galit, saya, lungkot, at kahit ano pang emosyon o nararamdaman mo. Sa kasalukuyan uso ang BULLY. Mapa-cyber o sa personal. Kaya maraming nagbubuhos ng nararamdaman sa mga blog nila o kaya diary. Hindi maiiwasan sa tao ang magtago ng nararamdaman. Ano ba  ang dapat talaga BLOG? Public or Private. Kung gagawa ka lang din naman ng blog sa net, syempre katuklas tuklas iyon. Kung sa diary yun ang private. Pero ang public maaaring sa net. Ako hindi ako natatakot na malaman ito ng mga tao. Kasi ginawa ko ito para malabas ko ang nararamdaman ko at hindi ako nagkikimkim. Parang itong minion na ito.. Kahina-hinala ang kanyang mata, kung ano kaya ang reaksyon at nakukubli sa likod ng nagtatagong bibig. 

LOVE:

• Unselfish. It's magical, powerful, and mysterious.
•  Understanding and Sacrifice.
• A gift from God. 
• Like Romeo and Juliet, They both ended up dead. 
• When you feel that you can't live without the person.
• God , anything, and everywhere.
• Love make the world, go round.
• Destiny.
• To sacrifice anything, even one's happiness.
• Kind.
  Simple and Intimate.
• A bond between two individuals.
• Being stupid best describes love for me. 

 PHOBIA:

Thalassophobia (Greek: thalassa, "sea" and φόβος, phobos, "fear")^[1] is an intense and persistent fear of the sea. Thalassophobia is a clinical phobia generally classified under specific phobias, fear of a single specific panic trigger. Symptoms for thalassophobia are the same as for most specific phobias.

Although it is a clinical phobia, it often accompanies other anxiety disorders. In some cases anxiolytic medications may be prescribed or Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) may be indicated.

Although many people are nervous when on a ship, this phobia is not one of the most common. People with Thalassophobia fear being in the ocean. A common case of fear of the ocean is sometimes triggered by fearing the sight of a large sea creature underwater.

YUMMY! 

bUHAy

Ayan sya! c MAJor... Magaling siya magbasketball tsaka ayun..hehehe first time ko sa buhay ko na

maging napakaseryoso sa love.at sya ang BIKTIMA nun. marami akong pictures nia.. kaso nga lang. nasira na ang mga camera ko sa hindi maintidihang paraan. kaya ayun sa photo journalist na lng ako ng school kumuha ng pics.. kaya sa nxt nila na laban! hihiramin ko Camera ni caryl! ganda kc nun eh something 10 - 14 megapixel kaya ang ganda.. 

Tamang tama ako sa quote na ito. sa paraang na-expirience ko na kc. masaya kc dagdag kabanata sa buhay tapos dagdag aral at mistakes and truth. kaya nga masasabi ko lng sa life.. SALAMAT KASI TINURUAN MO AKONG MAGING MATAPANG AT TINURUAN MO AKONG KAYANIN ANG MGA BAGAY NA ALAM KONG HINDI KO KAKAYIN. KULANG NGA LANG AT HINDI MO AKO BINIGYAN NG LAKAS NG LOOB. UPANG MAKAUSAP YUNG TAONG MINAHAL KO NA LUBUSAN, sa tingin niyo, makakalimutan ko kaya sya YES or NO? comment na lang your answers.. 

Eto ang emote ni teh. sad.. parang si DJ Malik lng. 

Pangarap na lang.

Salamat kasi naging parte ka ng masayang magulo kong buhay. Salamat kasi naging ligaya kita. Salamat kahit minsan nagiging masayang-masaya ako ulit. Salamat at napapakilig mo ko, kahit echos ko lang yung iba. Salamat at kahit minsan lang tayo magkatext at least nalalaman ko ang nararamdaman mo. MAraming salamat tlaga..

Alam mo yung feelings na nararamdaman ko for you, is paunti-unting nawawala... masaya ako kasi tanggap ko na nawala talagang chance! kasi ako walang diskarte. kasi ang awkward babae pa ang magpapakatanga for a guy na wlang gusto sa kanya.. db ang panget tignan?

Kaya i'm starting for a change. change sa buhay ko. nang sa gayon ay maging FRIEND na kta.
kasi yun ang wish ko! grabe ang maging kaibigan lahat ng ka-batch sa high school. tutal naman last year na natin sa HS. kailangan may magbago na. bukas ko nalang ito itutuloy..

Dreams are still Dreams

Hanggang pangarap na lang ba?

pangarap na hindi ko sinubukan

Sinubukang maging kaibigan mo

nang minsan ay malaman ko 

ang mga nararamdaman mo 

Hindi ko alam 

kung bakit ganito

ako'y naloloko

pangarap na lamang ba ito?

o karat dapat ko na itong kalimutan?

sino ba ang nahihirapan?

ako lang din naman.

sinong nasasaktan?

ako lang naman.

mahirap magmahal 

lalo na kung ikaw lang magisa

kay hirap ng buhay

puno ng tagumpay

na maaaring humantong 

sa isang pangyayaring may datong.

hindi ko na talaga maintidihan

nararamdaman ko'y litong-lito

sa bawat halakhak nila

ako ay parang tinutusok

ng isang kutsilyong matalim'

kahit na ito'y paulit ulit

hirap pa ring malimut

nariyan pa rin

pilit iniuugnay

bakit hindi ko subukan

subukang kaibiganin

tutal nama'y wala pang kabago-bago

sa ganoon na lamang ako muli magsisimula

sa isang pagpapakilala

na maaaring humatong 

sa isang bagong yugto ng pagsasama

sa isang buhay na maaaring maraming mangyari

ngunit kung ito'y mangyayari

higit sa ngiti ng parang aso

ang aking mamimithi.

ikaw na nagbigay sigla 

sa araw at gabi

salamat at ikaw ay naging parte 

nang buhay kong kay gulo

puno ng kahimbal-himbal

at purong imahinasyon

sa gabing ito. 

tinatapos ko na itong pagsusumamo

sapagkat ako'y inaatok na 

at maaari ko pa naman ito ipagpabukas..

nagmamahal ng lubusan, 

Danice Kyle 

How Great Is My Love

Everything doesn't fade away. Everything doesn't actually change. Everything seem so expressive. Everything seem so happy through with sadness. I'm so hilarious being my mind overcapacity with his name.  My heart felt so shame. How love really could turn our lives something different, something more adventurous, and something more we must used to do eternally before we leave peacefully on earth. I know I could wait. But waiting for someone is possible that you might hurt yourself harder than ever. I knew this things from the start. I knew this consequences that I must face shall really turn me to another different me. I'm happy this three days passed by. Seeing the man I fell in love accidentally. Texting and Chatting with him in two days. I almost forgot everything when I was a doing those. Kung may pagkakataon lamang ako na magkaroon ng tapang at lakas ng loob na harapin ar kausapin sya why not!  aba! gagawin ko yung oramismo...Huling taon na makikita't makakasama kita. susulitin ko na ang bawat araw na maaari kitang pagmasdan. sana hindi magwakas at sana hindi ito panandalian lamang. Mahal kita! at asa Puso na kita. tumatak ka na kaya't hindi kita makakalimutan.. 

Who you are.

 I've been on a confusion. You won't feel it! cscdncdjdjnjsdcsdnnjcscnjssj!!!hindi ko na talaga kaya pang dalhin to.! ang bigat na eh! hindi ko na kinaya!  masakit naman talaga yun! paunti-unti hanggang sa tumagal na iipon! dumarami. mas bumibigat yung sakit! poot at galit yan yung ayaw kong mangibabaw sa akin! kasi masakit at mahirap! hindi ko na kayang kontrolin yung sarili ko. naiinis na ako! kung pwede lng! bigyan nio ako ng isang pagkakataon na malaman nio yung nararamdaman ko! hindi nakakatuwa! bakit ako nangaasar at naghihiganti??? ayaw ko patalo. ayaw ko maging down. ayaw kong mahina. ayokong nilalait ako. kahit na labag sa kalooban ko na gawin iyon sa inyo.. nagagawa ko na lng dahil gusto ko ipakita na malakas ako. alam ko naiintidihan nio ko. bigyan nio ko ng isang seryosong usapan na kung saan lahat ng nararamdaman ko maibubuhos ko.... para maluwag na yung nararamdaman ko.. please lang itigil niyo na. ang sakit eh.

My Sharp and My Flats

Today I was really tired.. i was thinking peacefully what would my life happen if i wasn't stuck in my place right now. should i open my heart to somebody else? and replace him after all?? Now i'm feeling losing my grips, my hope and my love. I'm feeling to give up on everything almost those 2 years having the same man in my heart, having the same man that could never be mine, having the same man that could never feel i exist.
Maybe i was just having to wide imagination including him and me. Nowadays I'm starting feeling uncomfortable, out of bound, out of my league, out of my place. all those regretful things i feel now. Do i just waste time, having him such as my love without back then. Now i'm feeling falling my heart again with someone else i really don't know and used to know? should i face it or believe i could have a single chance that he could be also...  now moving on it's not that easy, seeing him just a step closer to his room. seeing him for lunch, recess and also seeing him as my schoolmate. it's hard for me to adjust myself, my activities and my mind start buzzing off that i couldn't erase all those data that he was included. you i can't, have him, make him fall for me. i was just that big dumb jerk.. loving him falsely without any chance.. it's kinda tired and boring situation. you know that love could really last if it was true. now i'm feeling it true. i really hate this. i really don't appreciate myself. i'm feeling guilt and i'm not satisfied. now i'm loveless.

Major n' Minor

Hello ! Here's a beautiful day passed again! actually today, something happened. Maybe about my feelings, confessing and many more.. could i  ask you? should i confess now, as the first month of our school year pass by or i'll just for those 2 beautiful events coming soon??? let's back to my own story today.. 

i was at school, and i was in  a rush to go to the locker area, when suddenly someone bumped me... then when i look at it.... it was him! shockingly my mind stop thinking about what should i do and my heartbeat beats fast as it could.. he says "SORRY" ,, gently, smoothly and it was really refreshing for me.. since i was really really you know... "c=" (happy) seeing him, looking at him, see him smiles, see him all day long.. well even though that was just simple, for me it's best.. coz' everything he does i always look at it the best! 

for the this day.. i have sincerely wrote this what the best happenings for now./.. 

One and Only

Ayan siya crush ko nung 2nd year hanggang ngaun.. di ba ang crush it only last about 3 months... pero bat ganun yung sa kanya???? more than! masyado lang cguro akong naka-focus sa kanila, at hindi napapansin ang ibang bagay, pero bat ganun? problema ko lang, wala siyang interest ngaun dun.. tsaka magkatxt naman kami. kaya nakakapagtanung ako kung cnu yung crush nia? o kaya kht anu basta tungkol sa love. kung may chance nga sana eh, kung pwede personalan na maiparating ko sa kanya na mahal ko sya, kaso wala akong lakas ng loob para doon, ang saklap dun, baka hnd nia ako gusto, tsaka ayaw ko nung ginusto ako at dahil napilitan o kaya naawa. masasabi kong HOPELESS ROMANTIC nga ako. napaka! hindi ko alam kung pag kailan seryoso ako at sigurado pa ay doon naman nagbibiro ang kapalaran. sa mga hindi seryosong relasyon na naranasan ko, minahal ko din naman cla. pero hindi kasing tindi ng pagmamahal ko kay D********* at kay BOY .. kay Mr. MAjor yan codename ko sa kanya.. at ako naman c Ms. Minor....  ngaun at varsity player na sya.. manonood ako ng 1st game nila at hanggang sa kahuhuli. at sa bawat activity tatry ko maApproach sya na malaman na nia ang nararamdaman ko, at dahil ayaw kong sumabog yung nararamdaman ko. basta alam ko masaya ako pagnakikita ko sya, at sa tuwing naiicp ko sya napapangiti ako.! hindi ko alam kung bakit ako pa. basta! nakakainis na nakakatuwa dahil sa mga pangyayari! well, hanggang dito muna ito. para meron pa. mahaba din eh, next tym kwento ko naman kung bakit ko sya nagustuhan.... bye bye muna. 

Ako.

Pasensya na pala sa lahat ng nagagawa kong masama sa inyo. Pasensya na kasi na nakakalimutan ko ng maging katulad ng dati na napaka-understanding, hindi tulad ngaun, nagbago nga lahat. ako, cla at mrami pang iba. Hindi ko na nga pinapakita na nagagalit ako, instead tumatahimik na nga lang ako eh, para hindi ako umiyak o kaya magalit. Napakababaw ng mga luha ko, mabilis lang cla tutulo sa aking mukha. Hindi ko talaga kaya na yung mga kaibigan ko nagagalit sa akin, pasensya na sa lahat sorry talaga, dito na lang ako maglalabas ng saloobin ko , habang tumutulo yung mga luha ko ngaun. Siguro magugulat kayo kapag bigla akong umiyak sa harapan nio, at malalaman nio yung gusto ko iparating, kc napaka-emotional ko. Kaya nga emotionally napakahina ko, pero physically malakas ako. dinadaan ko na lang sa physical na kakayahan, dahil ayaw ko ipakita sa inyo na yung ako, iyakin, mahina, hindi lumalaban.. kaya nga kabaligtaran ng lahat nian yung ako ngaun eh. yung nakakasama at nakikita nio. Pasensya, pero kung wala na talaga ako magawa para mabago yung ugali ko, ako na mismo yung lalayo sa inyo , masakit man, pero sakripisyo ko na lang iyon, alam ko naman na mahal mahal nio ako, at ganoon rin ako sa inio, sorry talaga, wala na akong iba pang masabi. hindi nga ako gaanong nagkwekwento sa inio about sa akin, kc gusto ko kayo ang kusang makaalam ng lahat sa akin. alam ko naman na hindi ito madali para sa akin at sa inio. pero gagawin ko iyon pagkinakailangan na talaga. 

Inlove nga talaga ako..

Sabi ng crush ko inlove ka raw pag nararanasan mo to.... "lagi mo siyang naiisip, gusto mo lagi siyang makita, tsaka pag nakita mo siya sumasaya ka" galing talaga sa kanya.. alam naman niya na crush ko siya.. pero... iba talaga pag sa text, lahat nasasabi mo.. hindi tulad sa personal, nagkakahiyain... buti nga may phone siya eh.. basta ngayon araw na ito, kamalas-malasan wala na akong load bwisit!!!! bukas sana may load pa rin siya.. gusto ko siya, makatext ng matagalan... T_T Sana, sana lang,, iyan ang salita na hindi maaaring mangyari.. kaya Wish ko na lang, mainlove ka din sa akin! para masaya na ako!!!

Ang kwentong Pagmamahalang D & K by ☆☆♪♪ℱℴℓℓℴω♡♡††

 Nang Dahil Sa Isang Kaibigan: 

 Ako nga pala si Kylie Lopez. 13 years old na. Heto maagang nakapag-aral, nasa ikalawang taon na ako sa sekondarya. Hindi naman ako inaasahan ng mga magulang ko na nasa Top Students ako sa school, ayos na raw sa kanila ang line of 8 kesa naman raw may palakol o kaya line of 7. Greatest achievement ko is yung mapasama sa Top 5 sa klase. Nagawa ko na iyon noon. Noong nasa ikalimang baitang ako nakuha ako ang karangalang mapasama sa Top Students, nakuha ko ang Top 5. At least I achieve it once. Kontento na ako na maabot ko iyon ng isang beses. May mga matalik akong kaibigan na sina Mary, Casandra, Tisha, Pamela, Jane, & Andrea. We call ourselves KAPARMS. We are very open to each other, secret, crushes, love and everything. Kahit na nga yung mga passes namin sa facebook o kaya sa kahit anong site ay nag-share kami. Pero one day, here's a boy, pinsan siya ni Mary, his name Drandon Martinez. He's 15 years old at third year high school. They said meron daw siyang pagtingin sa akin dati, which I set a side kasi how could he fall in love with a person he don't know.  Lumipas ang panahon at ayon na October na. Malapit na ang sembreak, ngayon nagpaparamdam na si Dhon short for Drandon. Ngayon I'm testing him if he could wait and if he is capable of taking care of my heart.  With my past relationship kasi, I'm so rude hindi ako nagseseryoso I let them love me insanely but Nakalipas na ang sembreak, November 1,2,3,4 at 5. 

              November 5 , 2010 

                                        Chat sa facebook... 

                      Finally sinagot ko na si Dhon, sabi ko wala naman mawawala sa akin, what if I try this time to be more serious and fall in love with him. Days pass by, we begun to talk about each others likes and dislikes. Well also we talk about our rules (which I'm the one who decide), yet it was full of loveliness.. (if there are a word "Loveliness"??). FIND OUT TOMORROW FOR THE MOST INTERESTING PART OF THE STORY....





- for now heto muna at tinatamad na ako, gabi na rin,.... well goodnight peoples!!! 

Ang Love Story ni ZJ

Perrie Edwards:

                        I'm Perrie Edwards. I'm 18 years old, a waitress in a cafeteria in South Shields, Tyne and Wear. I'm the first child of Mr. James Edwards and Mrs. Jessica Marie-Edwards. I have two siblings , Robyn and Jean.  Instead I pursue to college, I went to this cafeteria to earn money for my college, while my parents help me too.I have been in a broke up after a while. He was so rude and nothing less to ruin. He Joshua Evans, he is my high school sweetheart, but after while he turned to be a drug addict. Now, I met Zj, at first I thought he is snobbish, but then when we start our conversation I feel comfortable. 

                        The other day, I was late and when I entered the cafeteria, I saw him Zj. He is much more happier than now, not like last night that he carried so much hatred. Zj is a good person, each day he is seeking me at the cafeteria to talk about our lives, share our memories from the past, and talking about our interest in life. But one day, Joshua came in, but unfortunately Zj wasn't there. Joshua suddenly grab me instantly, and everyone in the cafeteria was shocked. I know Joshua was taking drug and it affects his mind. Joshua loves me selfishly, that's why I screwed him up. Because he accuse him things weren't true, hurt me, then he won't listen to what I say. But then I loved him so much that's why I had to let him go and have some time to think and find ourselves. 

My Personal Bio

Name: Ano-os, Danice Kyle
Nickname: Kyle, Nice, Dani
Age: 14 y/o
Birthday: 8th November 1997
Color of Hair: Brownish Black
Color of Eyes: Darkest Brown  ^^
Height: 5'3 1/2
Religion:  Roman Catholic
Likes: Simple, Descent, Good-Looking, Kind, Caring, Lovable
Dislikes: Greedy, and all those bad things...

Love Story ni ZJ

ZJ:

          Ako nga pala si ZJ. Wag niyo na lang alamin kung ano apelyido ko. Graduatee ako sa isa sa mga malalaking Unibersidad sa Manila. 12 years old ako ng mawalay ako sa aking ina na sa Pakistan. Half pinoy daw ako sabi ng mga kamag-anak ko sa Pilipinas, meron pa raw akong ancestors na tsinoy. Kaya siguro ganito ako kagwapo. Ang tatay ko ay isang Achitect, at sa pagkakalala ko ang nanay ko naman ay Singer sa Pakistan. Ngayon naninirahan kami ng aking ama at ng bagong niyang pamilya sa Shipley,Bradford, United Kingdom. British ang ikalawang asawa ni tatay. Hindi naman raw sila kinasal ng aking ina, kaya't madali siyang nagpakasal sa british na si Leigh Odair. Si Leigh Odair ay mga isang anak sa pagkadalaga niya, ang pangalan ay Sophie Edwards. Si Sophie Edwards ay 16 years old na, nasa 10th grade na siya. Bilang magiging kapatid ko na rin siya, dapat ko din siyang mahalin at ituring bilang tunay kapatid. "Mr. Fred" yan ang tawag ko sa aking ama, at Ms. Alisyah naman ang tawag ko sa aking ina. Kaya raw sila nagkahiwalay ay dahil ayaw daw ng ama ni Ms. Alisyah si Mr. Fred, at dapat daw siya ikasal kay Mr. Daniel ( half Pakistani half American, Mayaman at Negosyante). Bata pa noon si Ms. Alisyah at nagsisimula pa lang ang kanyang career. Tinago ako ni ina sa publiko at sa araw araw ay salit-salit sila ni ama sa pagbabantay sa akin. Well balik na tayo sa buhay ko, hayaan natin yang mga kwento dyan. May naiwan akong girlfriend sa Pilipinas. Kaso hindi ko na sabi na hindi na kami babalik pa sa Pilipinas, ang pangalan niya Kaydee Martinez. Maganda siya, maaruga, mabait, at higit sa lahat makulit parang ako. Na lulungkot ako sa tuwing naiisip ko siya, hindi ko man masabi sa kanya, o kaya ma-email. Kasi alam ko ikakagugunaw iyon ng mundo niya. 

            Ngayon ang aking kaarawan 20th October 2011, 19 years old na ako. Naalala ko muli si Kae(tawag ko kay Kaydee), naisip ko siguro ngayon na ang tamang panahon, at 1 linggo na rin ang nakakalipas bago kami mag-migrate dito sa UK. Tinawagan ko si Kae kahit na mahal ang phone call sa ibang bansa. *ring* Tunog ng phone ni Kae,(Zae) dali niyang itong sinagot ng nakita niyang ang name ko sa phone niya. "Zae I miss you so bad, na saan ka ba , sabi ng auntie mo nagbabakasyon ka raw sa London, totoo ba iyon Zae?" tanung ni Kae. Sabi ko naman "Kae, may gusto akong sabihin sa iyo, kaso ayaw kitang masaktan dahil mahal na mahal kita, namimiss na rin kita Kae, tuwing naaalala kita nalulungkot ako, pero Kae hindi ako nagbabakasyon sa London, Nag-Migrate na kami sa London.". Nagulat si Kae sa na sabi ko, alam ko bumuhos ang luha niya sa kanyang mga mata, hindi na siya nakapagsalita pa. "Kae I'm sorry naging selfish ako, alam mo namang hindi ako ganito sa iyo, pero biglaan ito, I hope we remain friends, I hope also that you could find greater than me, greater than our love. Pasensya na Kae, I love you Goodbye." *toot..toot..toot* Bigla ko na lamang napindont ag exit phone call. Alam ko na malungkot si Kae, alam ko nasaktan siya ng sobra. Mahal ko siya, pero kailangan ko tapusin ang relationship namin kasi long distance, at napakalayo  namin sa isa't-isa. Nagpunta ako sa bar upang magpalamig. Nakilala ko ang isang waitress, taga- South Shields siya sa Tyne and Wear. Ang pangalan niya ay Perrie Edwards, 18 years old pa lang siya . Ang ganda, mabait, at masipag. Alam ko naman na hindi ako mahilig sa bar, pero pumunta lang ako dito upang magpa-chill down ng mga nararamdaman ko ngayon. 

       

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